C a n d i d

Haha.

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 02:04:56 GMT

Happy 19th birthday me.

I am so damn tired. This week's been a real busy one.

btw I've been on the radio on wednesday for the Prix Littéraire.

http://www.radio-canada.ca/regions/mauricie/Radio/Sitems/Index.asp?pk_region=17&id=746&IDEmissionFR=432&IDCat=3&leMois1=2007/04&sub=%2E%2E%2F%2E%2E%2F

Scroll down to 11 avril 2007 - Prix littéraire des Collégiens Sujet: Débat sur les choix littéraires
Avec: 3 jeunes cégépiens

listen and have fun. I speak more towards the end. once my comrades stop stuttering.

I will have pictures and videos soon - There was the award-giving gala on wed also, concerning our advertising campaigns, and I went to qc city today to meet with the author concerned by our literary critics. It was kinda neat.

Stolen from Duckary.

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 02:07:10 GMT

1. Do you currently have your period?
Nope~ I NEVER BLEED. Go Depoprovera.

2. Do you like wearing dresses?
Yes. They make me feel all girly~

3. Do you straighten your hair everyday?
No. I wish I could curl it everyday. My hair is abused by gravity and remains straight.

4. Do you worry about the size of your boobs?
I supposed I used to, when I was younger. But they're so cute, and bouncy, and soft. Haha. And kevin loves them.

5. Are you the typical girl who's addicted to gossip?
If all of my female friends weren't constantly repelled by my enormous geekiness, maybe I'd gossip. But... in all honesty, I do not favor it in general. Nor useless human relationships.

6. What's your favorite girly magazine?
Soldier of fortune. ;(

7. Does size really matter when it comes to guys?
No.

8. Would you kill for chocolate on your period?
Yes. I get very violent cravings. And murderous intents~ Alas depoprovera does not rid you of PMS.

9. Do you get really bad PMS?
Haha. Yes. So, so, so terrible. I love you Kevin for putting up with it.

10. Jeans or skirts?:
Boots make all the difference. (I love both.)

11. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable just because it looks good?
Yes. Shoes especially. Someday I will have invincible feet.

12. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
Many hours.

13. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
Any kind of movie can make me cry.

14. Would you leave the house without makeup on?:
No. Except when it's a day dedicated to kevin~ because I have attained the point where I am totally at ease with him, enough to be naked in glaring light, enough to be totally exempt of make-up, perfume, jewelry, false behavior.

15. What's the biggest turn on about guys?
Brains. I'm a sucker for BRAINS. Talk nerdy to me.

16. What about the biggest turn off?
First degree mentality. Fiesty. Too outgoing. Big drinker. Stupidity in general. So many things. I probably despise the entire (visible) male population

17. Do you consider making out "unladylike"?
What's... exactly unladylike? You mean like, taking the lead? Assuming your actions? Finally admitting that you're cockhungry? Oh my, shouldn't've said that.

18. On a scale of 1-10, how fun is shopping?
10. But it costs me so much. Damn you, student loan, for being so tempting!

19. Are you a tomboy?
When I was young.

20. Do you think lipgloss is the best?
It looks pretty only on pictures. Otherwise it's sticky and gross.

21. Do you HAVE to have a boyfriend at all times?
I.. suppose not. I'm seriously not that fond of relationships. But this one is just perfect, and I am seriously not expecting letting go any soon~

22. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
I don't go to shows. I'm way too cool for them. I always end up stealing all of the attention. and stuff.

23. Do you obsess over your looks?
I am, uhn. Very careful about them.

24. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
I don't do anything, ever, do it takes me as long as I want it to.

25. Do you wear sweatpants/pajama pants to school because it's comfortable?
Sometimes. I have pajama pants that don't look very pajamastic. It's all done in subtelty.

26. Accessories make the outfit; true or false:
They most of the time do.

27. Are you a sucker for skater guys?
No. They're usually synonym of mental instability or simply general ignorance.

28. What kind of guys do you like?
I like only one boi. ;( And he is intelligent, wonderful, gentle and perfect.

29. Is pink truely the best color in the entire universe?
Hmno.

30. Is lip gloss a must?
...no...it still isn't. (sticky.)

31. What's your status?
So completely satisfied and happy.

32. Do you have a crush?
Yes. And I'm terribly ashamed of it. And he's bringing sexy back. ;(

33. Bikini, one-piece, tankini or... two-piece?
Bikini.

34. Do you take the chance on Halloween to dress like a whore?:
No. Did I miss out?

35. Ever dressed like a whore to impress a guy?
That's hilarious. Does it mean you have nothing else to impress him with? That's terribly sad.

36. Do you often wish there was something you could change about yourself?
My agressivity. And be a little less egocentric, possibly. But that's what makes me so perfect, ha-ha.

37. Has a guy ever given you something on Valentines?
Yes. :3

38. Gold or silver?
Gold.

39. The guy that you like/love, what does his name begin with?
K!! WHOOOO.

40. Tight pants on guys; hot or gay?
..Not too tight. Otherwise, very gay. And too loose, very lame.

41. Do you dress up too much for holidays?
I like to keep it simple and clean. With usually a little extra.

42. Do you like wearing dresses?
Yes, again.

43. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
No. I prefer trying to clumsily communicate my thoughts of obsession to the said person.

44. Do you consider yourself to be fashionable?
I have my fashionable days. Like my very unfashionable ones... very, unfashionable. very. haha.

45. On a scale of 1-10, how much do guys confuse you?
1. Most of the time what they're trying to do is glaringly obvious.

48. Do you eat junkfood?
Once in a while it does you some good.

49. Do you work out?
I'm always planning to. But never really doing it.

Whoo-hoo.

Random thoughts of the day:

-I should make myself globie lamps.
-Vacation is over, boo hoo. Tomorrow I'm going home.
-Coffee obsesses me.
-I want to give birth in water.
-Man, Blood Furnace is a cool instance. I love Burning Crusade.
-How did that guy hit level 67 in barely four days?
-When will my dad get off the computer so I can play again?
-...More coffee.

So little updates.

Sun, 31 Dec 2006 16:37:42 GMT

So, merry belated christmas to all of you, and happy upcoming new year.

I've been really happy with being in vacation, seriously. I'm just not used to not doing anything. Except that I haven't... been not doing anything. but. Oh well.

I came home on the 22nd, with kevino, and food poisonning. Had too much popcorn (never take the Rocky Balboa duo.) and the person probably hadnt washed his or her hands. Things were really neat starting from there, with all the time I spent with my new comrade the toilet, margaret. I seriously couldn't do much. So there goes two and a half days spent. On the 24th, we learned that his grandmother had died (she had been sick for a long while), and even though everyone knew it had been coming, it did cause some uneasiness. especially since we had to go to his other grandmother's house because his family had a par-tay. This one though was on kevin's mother's side of the family.

Anyway... it was a nice christmas. I was really tired though. :< from being sick and everything. We gave each other our presents and they played this card game for like, three hours, which totally killed me. But it was nice.

Kevin gave me such pretty presents. A huge puma handbag I had spotted at a footlocker, tons of chocolate because I had been really craving for it lately, two anime dvds because I am a huge nerd (his family didn't get that one. haha. i got some awkward looks.), and I love him muchly. In exchange I gave him a +44 cd, Lacoste Essentials perfume, and a bunch of funny things I bought in a sex shop, like edible panties, chocolate to play with in the shower, and a pair of dice with actions on one and bodyparts on the other. haha. Oh well.

Being in a Lacoste spree, I also got his sister the bodywash, which smells fantastic. For their parents, I got them a bottle of aged Offley, because I wasn't sure what to buy, and porto is always handy. In exchange, they got me the wonderful T-Fal I was obsessed with at their house (haha, i'm pathetic.) and uh, a bouilloire. Whatever it is in english. You know. the thingy that... boils water. It's so beautiful~

Then we had to drive back here the next morning because my family was having a par-tay.. during the day. We did the gift exchange; I got a set to start painting from Pjer, and since I had also picked Pjer, I gave him a 4x4 Rubik's cube which he worked on like crazy and did not sleep to be able to solve it. Kevin got the book, dvd and giftcard he wanted, and in exchange he gave my mom the small oven she wanted.

Then more food ensued, good food, and more random things. The next day we went to see Gaby at her mother in law's place. Where we prepared food and where Pjer and Kevino played xbox for a couple hours. I got to do some drift in the snow~ yay. I like doing that at least once in winter. I can't really do it with my mom's car since it's manual, and seemingly more difficult to bring back if you drift off, but with kevin's car its really funny and relatively easy to get a hold on. My sister was totally freaked out.

Afterwards, kevino had to leave to his place. And since I didn't feel like parting from him, I came along~

The same night we went to a poker tournament, it was fun. I was just sitting there and watching, but it was okay. He didn't win. Shrug.

Then we slept. The next day we didn't do much, and the other one either. Then we came back here because there was a par-tay. for my father's side. I fell asleep again in the middle of the night, because dear god?! I just can't manage staying awake obviously. That cost me three hours. The food was awesome. My sister and I worked on it for the major part of the day~ we prepared hors d'oeuvres and they were totally awesome. I just didn't quite trust the shrimps at the end of the night, since they had spent like four hours at room temperature.

Annnd. the next day, yesterday, kevino left. and I've been playing WOW.
and making truffles.

Hm.

I was slightly pissed at myself yesterday. Long story short, since Kevin didn't have any money to pay for my christmas presents, he decided to play poker, and actually won enough. But since he couldn't get it on the spot, he had to borrow a matching amount from one of his friends, to be able to pay for my stuff. The issue seems to be that, instead of paying his friend back right away when he could, he just played the money, and, lost everything. And I'd rather have him be in debt to me than anyone else. So I gave him 200$ from my student loan, which i received yesterday. He will eventually pay me back. I'm not sure when, since he doesn't work, but. All of this is kinda my fault. I shouldn't've accepted presents from poker money. oh well.

I'm driving to his place tonight because there's a par-tay. Hopefully I won't fall asleep.

I'm so POOR.

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 02:16:18 GMT

Christmas makes me trigger happy with credit cards.

I have to live on 33$ for the next two weeks and a half, haha, yay.

It was a wise decision though, otherwise I couldn't've gotten presents for anyone. Since I have another loan coming in in january, I figured I could max out my 300$ credit card and pay the bill in january, which gives me only one month of interest. 14,80% still kinda hurts. But it doesn't matter. I get another thousand soon~

Anyway. PMS has passed, it has snowed, and everything is pretty, so everything seems petty. I spent the weekend at Kevin's for a change, and his family is still great. His sister is full of teenage ANGST, and she reminds me of myself so much it's terrorising. I try not to be too sarcastic about it but it's near impossible to bear. Her mother is glad to have me around in this case.

I registered for the Prix Littéraire des Collégiens. It's a bit like the Prix Congourt des Lycéens, but a bit less notorious. I still get to go to France if I win, but it's less covered by the medias. Come to think of it, it's not that much of a bad thing. I'm not sure I'd be fond of press coverage that much.

I can't wait until we get started. I have five books to read, analyse, criticize, and debate over for the next two or three months. Then it's the interviews, giant debates and results. It will be a neat cultural experience.

Moreover. This is the last, complete week of classes. Then we have two days of loitering, teachers not really seeming interested in giving us last-minute classes, before finals. And then it's over, my gosh, finally, sleeping, and not doing anything but seeing kevin and playing wow~. Will I ever end up hitting level 60? I'm still 55. haha. It's been a month. I don't get to play enough. Yay for rested XP though.

What else, um. Seriously, nothing. I feel a bit conscious-less. Time just goes by and I'm not really paying attention; I'm just doing my futile everyday routine. Winter brings this new excitement though.

Yay snow, and cold, and oh. I have to prepare this other ppt presentation.

I should put together my collection of magnificent powerpoint presentations. it's amazing.

Condescendance

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 22:49:55 GMT

If only you knew.

I feel like updating in french since my english has been severly going downhill for the past couple of months- playing wow isn't really... an appropriate english literature related experience.

Roleplaying was stupid and shameful, but boy, was it useful. I think it's the only thing I regret from my horrid teenage angst. Not really.

Ridicule.

Oh well. Two weeks left before this semester ends. All of my papers that were due, except one, are in. With a really good average, seriously. It's not like they truly were a mental challenge (i.e, i am severly wasting my time here.) but writing twenty pages (multiplied by six classes) of total bullshit takes time.

I am having nightmares lately, which keep me from sleeping. I am not a victim of stress, because procrastination is not part of my vocabulary, so I'm clueless about what's causing them. I wake up sometimes in state of panic, or distress. And then I think of Kevin and, seriously? I think it makes things worse.

This is kind of sad, because, I love him with all my heart. We've been together for over a year now and this attachment is a new experience to me. Sometimes I wonder if we stay together just because its a habit; and that's a both positive and negative issue. As in, if we stay apart too long, it feels too awkward because we're used to be together, or we stay together constantly because its been that way forever and it has lost its general meaning.

I'm not doubting. I am fully convinced of my feelings for him, and nothing will change that. I suppose it's just the fact that he'll be leaving for University soon, causing us to be apart by a greater distance, looming above me, causing me to worry.

It's so futile, still. You know? I came to a creepy conclusion lately. It's a very materialistic conclusion, but still. I always believed that any type of Religion, any kind of God, was a creation of the mind, to fill and complete the basic needs of security and affection of the human nature. But on the same level, honestly, "Love" sets itself just aside in the same category. Emotions are abstract, and without any chemical activity they're nothing. Trees don't share love, do they? Since animals are capable of feeling fear, I assume they are able to feel love, too. But that's where my philosophy gets all tangled up; because animals do not really believe in a superior being. Or do they? Giant penguin god?

I'm thinking too much.

Sometimes I just wish though, that Kevin and I could see each other more, in generic life-situations, spontaneously. Currently, we dedicate our weekends to seeing each other, and it's always, almost always in the same context, which I feel is becoming numb and I think that's what leaves me perplex. I don't know?

I don't know why I'm writing this. I'm perfectly content with my current situation? Apprehension is a bad thing.

How many relationships that've started at seventeen last for a reasonable period of time? I think that's what terrorises me the most. Why have I invested myself so much, to such an extent, in a situation that I know will end up in a cul-de-sac?

Attachment is horrible.

Side-note: I hate people that constantly touch each other? Dear god?! Have you no personal... bubble, space, thing? Mine is growing wider and wider, but I'm surrounded by idiots and I'm getting more agressive by the day. I've gotten quite antipathic. I suppose I'm keeping all the extravertness for special people in university. i'm a huge ball of energy, excitement and pleasure and whatnot. seriously. you should see my face.

really.

i think i need to have sex right now.

sarcasm is an unpleasant thing.

kevin I love you. come to greece with me. or wherever. but they have nice seafood in greece.

Que sera sera.

OH WELL~

L'inquiétude est maîtresse des problème et de l'inachèvement. Mais je t'aime de tout mon coeur.

Tututu.

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 01:30:01 GMT

:)

Haha..

Our first year anniversary went so well. So, so so smooth. And oh la la.

That is all. Awesome restaurants, chocolate fondue, expensive champagne, and the rest shall remain secret.

He gave me flowers~ daisies, and roses, and I love him.

After that perfect weekend spent just us two at my place, the busiest week of all times ensued. It sadly ensues again next week, and the one after, and then it'll be over. Uni starts on jan 7th, that's so awesome. I need to go get my picture taken.

But time passing by also means kevin leaving for Ulaval. Damn actuary. :/

Oh well.

I watched 76 naruto episodes in three weeks. i'm obsessed.

AND CHRISTMAS. is coming. That is so awesome too.
I'm home for the weekend. :)

PLAYING WOW.

So little updates~

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 15:58:44 GMT

I don't have much to say, as always, because, I don't update enough so everything just kind of vanishes in my memory. But, all is good, and it has been good for so incredibly long its amazing.

School's being going well so far. I have my first class in university this winter~ I can't wait. Also. It will be our first year anniversary this weekend, yay! I bought champagne and things <3.

He made me pieces of heartshaped soap in his chemistry class. haha. love<3.

Anyway.. I'm here updating because I have to wait for my steak to unfreeze. ;( I didn't want to put it in the microwave before cooking it because I wanted to talk to kevino.

go me.

I am tired. Tomorrow = seeing kevin! Woot! Boo though at seeing each other once or twice a week.

and that is all. i am empty of words. i have too much stuff to do to think and contemplate. and everthing's perfect.

dear god.

Sat, 28 Oct 2006 13:36:26 GMT

So I went to this congress after all, right~

I'm sitting in the hotel room, alone, because names got obviously mixed up and they fixed me the wrong conference. So now I've got some time to kill until 10:45. I will probably swim for a bit, it should wake me up.

because dear god. This... place, entirely, is insane. I could not ever picture anything like this, to such an extent of, um, alcohol consumption, people running around in the hotel, i don't know, i'm kinda confused, there was so much alcohol last night and I'm not used to this.

I thought this would be all about sitting quietly and listening to conferences for three days, but seriously, I didnt get any sleep, nor did anyone I believe. I mean... God. this isn't even describable. About 800 MBA - Bcom students locked up in a hotel all booked up for them, with an average of 25.8 beers each and about 8.2 bottles of rum, and/or vodka, and/or dry gin, and/or whisky.

I am so confused. I'm glad I went, it's a weird experience, and the four hours drive was kinda fun. I don't regret it too much after all. I got to meet so many new people. There's a bunch from belgium, paris, munich, they're hilarious. They're like woshi in toronto. Except at the extreme east of quebec.

i'm really talking bs. I, haha, seriously, didn't sleep, and I have so much shit to do.

And I just, love the irony. and commas. Like, comma, comma. People running in halls, screaming, spilling alcohol, I suppose I needed this. I hadn't partied in like, months, and I'm realizing that I was really getting obsessed with my studies to the point that nothing else seemed important enough.

The irony is, I might've been right all along, and what we're doing in this crappy hotel in the middle of nowhere is just plain innocent fun. Maybe not for certain other individuals, but, you know, i'm having fun. if only i could sleep though.

that's it. we got here yesterday at like, six pm, and um, i don't know. we're leaving tomorrow. tonight will be a hell of a night.

oh and i am sharing my bed with a gay friend. i have a gay friend now. he is awesome. haha. if only you had heard all the freaky innuendos we play on everyone, because noone knows he's gay and we just have so much fun with it. drunk men often play around with homosexual jokes, but, haha, i dont know, you'd have to see this.

This entry was entirely pointless. i'm so, not, lucid.

Yay me.

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 18:17:40 GMT

I was finally chosen today for tutoring in literature
<3 Yay french. I got the confirmation e-mail from the lady there and stuffs.

So so so. Great news. That means I won't have to take the final french course, which is litterally exclusively about oral presentations. Also, I get to help and brag~ haha, woot.

Alsox2, I get my answer from the Aldo shoes company by like, next monday.

I got things settled for our meeting tomorrow with the non lucrative company for their website and my coordinator in the young entrepreneurs club. I'm hoping he won't forget, also, about the press coverage we're supposed to do. He's supposed to bring us certain files and crap so we can build it up.

anyway. haha. wow. It's like, 2:15 now. I talked with dominic for a second while he printed things, and he asked me if i wanted to join the young LIBERALS ASSOCIATION! Now that would really insult my father. Haha. But oh well. I'm kinda. Agnostic, in politics. Much like in religion. I prefer not to invest myself too much in those fields. Especially when you work in business, it's rather important i believe to keep yourself neutral. I don't have much interest anyway in any of the Canadian parties for now. I do have a certain tendency towards liberalism, and they're good for business, but meh, not now. I have other concerns.

Dinner tonight with kevino and roomies <3

Our first year anniversary's in two weeks. And I'm so, so poor. haha. The gift'll have to be delayed. or exclusively fleshy.

Whoot~

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 01:49:25 GMT

I'm officially done with exams for a while now.

It went particularily bad in philosophy, and that got me mad for about a week. I'm used to have perfect scores in that class, but obviously this semester the teacher greatly neglects his correction method by underlining really senseless crap. He works with "applications" of theories, which I thought I had right, really. But obviously mine weren't enough. I didn't talk about weight-control pills, or going to the gym or whatever, like that blonde twit did, in a really disturbingly shallow way, and getting 100% because of that. Instead I oriented my essay around capitalism and ambitions that were located farther than general health.

Because, oh, snap, the question was "Why do humans care so little about their physical and mental health?" First degree philosophy, buh. bring me something a bit more thoughtful.

Anyway. Among the local entrepreneurs club, I got a contract with a local non lucrative business for the conception of their website~ like 2000-3000$ worth. For our college's students too, so that's awesome. It was more out of luck than talent though. We (me and my two idiotic partners) were working on promotional event for that said business, and the director mentionned their lack of a website, which contributed the rather unsatisfying level of sales. I fixed that up, yay now.

Hm. Anyway. I'm level 52. haha. So little progression. I can work my char only on weekends, buh

I got to talk to woshi again! Cracki gave me his email, and rejoice <3 we now talk on msn. I miss him a lot. It would be awesome to hang out with him in germany :/ I wanna travel so bad.

I think I got myself a job now. Well, things are mostly settled. I passed the second interview really easily, the two women seemed to like me a lot. We joked around and crap. It's a neat shoe store. Uncrappy shoes. I buy all of mine there. Yay. Aldo. www.aldoshoes.com ADVERTISING.

I have like. 20 pairs of shoes. haha. i'm crazy for them.

OTHER THAN THAT. Kevino is coming in like, half an hour. He had a conference about the theory of relativity yesterday, and something else today. I'm not sure what it was about. Time dilatation?

...My dad just lifted himself from the WOWCHAIR. *flees*

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 19:21:22 GMT

So I'm on break~

I got a whole shitload of homework to do.

Spent the last two days with my sister and kevin. doing random stuff. on saturday night we went to gilles' birthday party, for which i made cheesecake but could not eat any of it (grr.) and then we left to some nearby fair thing. alas it was not the moonfaire.

i'm going to hit level 50 today.
also, i need to get things done and not only play wow.

kevin went home this morning because he had an appointment with teh doctor. and um, tonight he has a cod2 lanparty, which i was supposed to attend but finally decided that i wouldnt. on tuesday he has poker, and on wednesday i have my annual gyneco appointment. i hope she misdiagnoses me again.

whoo. anyway. went walking in the forest twice this weekend. its good. i needed to break free a bit from the city.

and spending a bit of time away from kevin can be good too. we both need to spend some time alone.

my dad needs to stop playing wow~

all there is

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 20:49:28 GMT

exams~

i've got a week off starting monday. oh yes.

Thu, 28 Sep 2006 14:42:25 GMT

It's about time for this week to end.

My energy is seriously running low. I've been trying to sleep "enough", but kinda ended up oversleeping, causing me to be drowsy during daytime and be soo excessively lethargic and moody.

Anyhow. Tutoring is in one hour and a half, I must get myself together before the meeting. That and I miss kevin horribly. We haven't spoken to each other for four days, wow, sarcastic wow. I feel somewhat pathetic.

Other than that. yesterday I went to give out resumes because I think I abused a little too much of my student loan. So I need more money. especially for a new laptop, because domolappy's getting old and unsatisfying. The experience was kinda awkward; I, innerly, craved to work for EBgames because it's still my most private dirty little secret, and only got a "maybe". My resume's great, and I'm a girl and they've been supposedly looking to hire a girl, so whatever. I walked out disappointed. I dropped a couple resumes off a bit everywhere, and all I could get was a "maybe" or "you're in a bit late, we already got everyone we needed", except at this one place, where I, honestly, do not look forward in working at. Which is Aldo. The shoe/accessories boutique. I love shopping there, but belch the ditziness, narcissism and idiocy of the fashionistas/objects that work there.

So buh. I can't wait for this weekend. and lo. I get to be at my parents' place, play wow, do countless work for the upcoming exams and possibly see kevin. inbetween that, probably witness some parental arguing and possible divorce discussions.

WHOO. I need to eat something before tutoring. slipping a nine between the t and the o actually looked cool before i hit backspace. tut9oring.

Also. kevin went to play poker at a couple friends' place on a tuesday night. I don't mind him playing poker, but, when he bitches that he has only 17$ left on his account, that he doesn't have enough time to do his homework at times during weekdays and that he doesn't like poker anymore?
on a tuesday night?

i must be obviously gullible.

But i still love you endlessly.

and. yesterday, also, I went to a restaurant with martine, pascal, maude, frank and three other of martine's friends. it was neat. i was tired though. but nevermind that.

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 22:48:57 GMT

Its been quite a while hasnt it?

mmyay. Not much to say, even though so much happens and I'm so excessively busy. I wish I could update everyday to keep track of everything. But oh well.

Lately I got to meet the director of a local company for a promotion contract, which he signed for us. Even though I'm teamed up with the two most absurdly stupid girls, i think I'm going to be able to make something nice out of this.

Coming up soon: dinner with the director of a nearby publicity network, on monday I think, then I have to send out the report to the other ceo person for the young entrepreneurs club. Also, I have my french literature exam starting monday, along with the budget & planif exam, while on thursday I got my Business Law exam. on thursday there's the rest of the literature exam, along with the executive comittee thing meeting for the entrepreneurs club. On friday I have a speech in Business english (so ridiculous.) and a paper to write in philosophy. Then I'm off for the weekend, and there's the one-week long break. I plan on hitting level 60 by then. I havent been able to play for like, two weeks. jesus.

Also, my literature teacher signed me up for the Prix Litteraire des Collegiens. To read a couple books and write a critic, which will be published in a respectable newspaper. Not one of those pieces of shit. Yay me. And yay literature.

Doublealso, my literature teacherx2 asked me if I could go up to the Linguistic help relations at the library to help students with their french. Which is good. I only have a short tutoring class to follow before helping them out, and that tutoring will save me the fourth course of french. Which is, basically, only oral presentations. which kinda blows.

Anyway. Must see kevin through that, also. and plug in some jogging and swimming. I need to work out a bit. Oh and must write other french literature paper.

I'm kinda tired. And I love kevin, also. Our first year anniversary's approaching damn fast. Somehow I wished that we'd get fianced early, and. we discussed it in the past. But I don't think it will be anytime soon. Maybe in one more year. Because.. at the moment. I don't think either of us can afford the rings.

That and, he'll be leaving for Quebec city next fall. And thus, we'll be apart for one complete year, if I decide to switch universities to join him. otherwise, we'll be two years apart. And that will be painful. Oh well. I'll work on getting a car this summer.

Oh, yeah, and. I got courses in uni in like two months. Yay uni.

Going back home. staying here is kinda pointless. I need to sleep early tonight.

I'll call him instead of wait here. adios.

fnaa~

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 02:08:30 GMT

Not much to say, really.

I've been having a pretty blank week so far. Nothing too special to mention, aside from the ridiculously insane amount of dishes we've been having to wash for the last two days. I think it must have something to do with the fact that Martine's friend is staying over for a month. He is like 6'2 and he can eat up to twice his size a day. But that should not make more dirty dishes, should it?

Other than that. I joined the college's young entrepreneurs association thing. in marketing. and we're doing contracts for various companies, its cool. Diane and I are planning promotion and stuff like that. we're having this seven services dinner with big shots coming up soon. to have them finance us a bit. We're going to acquire something like 15000$. and then in october there's the annual entrepreneur symposium with a lot of CEOs and yay. Contacts to be made.

Other than thatx2, I am downloading Naruto episodes, therefore I am awesome.

I am also awkwardly obsessed with ninjas. I am going to go to that place where they print out shirts to make myself a couple. Because the ones on the internet sux. I can come up with something so much more original and less racist than Ninja, please!

even though that shirt was pretty in pink.

Ohh well~ I like this computer lab a bit too much.

Off to make gold bars out of silver bars on wow~ then sleep.

Oh and, today = 10th month :) love. <3. I have no idea where you went today. You're like, not online. Thats unusual, but quite fine.

Also, we ate for 66$ of sushi. mmsushi.

Wheee

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 23:31:48 GMT

Domolappy is happy today. It hasn't shut down at all today, so far, yay.

I might be able to play wow. *plots at the computer lab*

if my dad isn't on. but nevermind. that'll just kick him off and he'll watch tv.

Whoo. I spent four days with kevinlove. I think I mentionned the word fiance too often. but he said he liked it. and. he wants to do it. not before a while though, which i think is really okay with me, because god knows anything can happen, but. just the thought of it is really pleasing. Maybe one more year or so.

I'm so high on dayquil again. I caught rachel and kevin's flu. Its a HARDCORE FLU.

ps. my parents got my little sister a kitten. its so pritti. kevin and i played with it the entire time we were at st-alexis.

Oh, and they won the series. They have a trophy and stuff. but no medals. shitty hats instead. I got pictures. yay.

whee~

i need to sleep at nine tonight. because. i will drug myself on nyquil and then. I have a three hours course of business right in the morning! i love that.

now i will upgrade wow. it will take a while.

i am happy and in love and it'll be 10 months next week that we're dating and being sexy~

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 22:07:25 GMT

Jobless again for the next couple of months, yay!

I'll be able to sleep during weekends. that is so sweet.

I am kinda missing wow though. ;(

Oh well. Nevertheless. My PMS has passed. In fact, it is gone since saturday night. It must've been my job that bothered me so much, honestly. Because now that I'm free from it, it's just perfect.

Kevin woke me up about one hour after I went to bed. I didn't hear him come in, I didn't feel him sit on my bed, and guh, I just had the worst semi-nightmare ever when he started kissing my back and shoulders. I was semiawake, and just, i don't know, I thought it was Maxime, the guy I had been training at work, that just came at my place and started kissing me and telling me that he loved me. That was incredibly creepy and made me so uneasy. Kevin was wondering wtf was going on. haha. i loves you.

I realized five minutes later with much embarassment that it was kevi and not my collegue.

He smelled like booze, a lot. That kinda irked me off. He told me later on that he had slept only one or two hours, because he had been at a party at one of his female friends' place, whom i am not sure i like so much anymore, but anyway. I suspect him of having driven to my place a bit tipsy.

Anyway. We then left to his baseball game, where it poured down like hell, and where i almost caught flu.

Not much to say about that. I went shopping with the two other girls for a while during the first game, which they lost, and then we came back to get cold again during the second game, which finally got suspended because they finally realized that it had been raining for the last four hours.

So~. We went to my place afterwards. and we slept together, heart, and then we went to school. then he came back and we ate out, then went to the movies, and slept again.

and now i am here and i really have to pee.

i actually came online to check if my loan had been deposit..ted. but it hasnt. so i'll have to meet up with the loan lady again.

I'm poor~ and i need to go shoppings.
AND. Next weekend is my first weekend i will get to SLEEP at NIGHT. Its been like THREE MONTHS omgfwt.

But not friday. Friday is the final final baseball game. at 8:30pm, in quebec city once again. They get like, medals, if they win, yay.

loveyoukevi.

meh.

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 01:51:58 GMT

this week just passed straight through me.

and blah. i am so tired.

and i am freaky.

and all my love to kevin has somewhat transformed into desperate hate towards myself for an obscure reason that i am not aware of. and wow. it hurts.

we haven't seen each other much either. maybe i just crossed the line between missing and dying for.

but heh. he does not deserve me being so aggressive. even though im not quite sure he noticed. i think i'm the only one making a fuss. and he is not realizing how shitty i'm feeling.

but bleh. it'll pass. like next week. when i get to sleep.

because now. i have to work. and i have a trainee.

oh god.

kevin i love you. so desperately.

whee~

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 21:41:00 GMT

first day of school.

so very tired. even though it was ridiculously short.

and, lovekevin.

uldaman~

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 20:23:54 GMT

School in two days, omgwtf. I just can't wait.

This year's going to be real neat. This semester looks amazing, anyway.
I brought just one modification to my schedule, as in moving my "stretching" (wtf? phys. ed?) class to tuesday, where I had only one class at 3pm. So now everything's pretty balanced and I like it. Kevin will be able to sleep at my place on sundays, and mondays, and yay. I love him so much~

I made cheesecake again. I seem obsessed with cheesecake. And it costs me 30$ every time I make some. haha. This one's a cappucino cheesecake. I just added coffee and... canelle. What's canelle in english? Um. I'm sure I know what it is. It's brown, and often put on desserts, and pastry, its not ginger.. oh gosh. I know what it is. Oh well. I don't remember.

Only one weekend left before I stop working. :D

Must pack the final box- I work tonight, and when I get back home at seven, kevin is coming to pick me up and we're leaving to quebec city again because his baseball team is doing the series. And um, no sleep again. But that's fine, I pulled it off pretty well last time. I will see Samantha again <3. She is so sweet. And then I'm making dinner for my roomies and kevin. Pretty much as a welcome dinner for Maude, our new roomie. She is lovely.

And I am mad at Ikea for not having my lamp and sheepskin in stock. I will have to drive there, no no no. Driving in montreal is awful.

Fneh.

No matter. Happiness and fulfilment(sp?)

justin timberlake is sexy.

And I love kevin wholeheartedly and we are going to have babies. and adopt a chinese girl.

___

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 01:16:58 GMT

So much joy. In my heart. <3

I am level 40.
I managed to tell my boss that I really wanted to quit, and so I am quitting on aug 26th.
I just did RFD and SM for the umpteenth time, and next I am doing Ulda.
I moved a lot of things back into my apartment.
I have the most kickass schedule ever since I started college.
Most of the stupid people won't be in my groups, yay that.
I am a ninja.
And most importantly,

I spent time with Kevin at my apartment. Alone. And we slept there. And I love him wholeheartedly.

SO MUCH.

Possibly driving to his place tomorrow. Even though we saw each other this morning. I just can't get enough.

And and and, I met this really awesome girl, she's the gf of some dude in kevin's baseball team, and she also plays wow. And she reminds me of Marie-josee a lot. Um. Anyway, there's another game in Quebec next sunday, so that'll be another sleepless, but oh so much fun day. <3

Not much to say, really.

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 17:57:53 GMT

I went back to my apartment yesterday to drop a few boxes off and get a couple things in order.

Its so swell. I really like my new room.

I wanted to buy a white flokkati rug, but it's like 150$ and I'm poor, and I'd feel pretty guilty if I actually bought it. I will in the future, though. When my books will be paid and stuff. For now I'm afraid I won't have enough money for everything. Bah.

Oh well. One week left before college starts again.

I'd really want to get my boss off my back before I get back in school. She just won't let me leave though, it's horrible. I wanted to stop working on the weekend before aug 21st, but she just keeps on finding countless reasons why I should stay. I told her we'd talk again on aug 15th, when I get my schedule and everything. Then I'll tell her that its a no-go. I will never be able to go to school 36 hours a week and then work overnight on the weekends.

Blah.

That and I want to see Kevin as much as possible. All my weekends are to be spent with him, if possible. because we got to spend relatively little time together this summer. Like two days a week. Except for those two weeks of vacations he had off. I suppose it's kinda pointless though. because I'd honestly like to be with him all the freaking time. I don't think I'll ever be satisfied unless we ever move in together. haha.

Nine months in two days. love you a lot. but i'm so freaking sick of getting up at 6.30 to watch you leave for work :(. and im also sick of driving, so much.

and that stupid rug. oh god. somebody put a bounty on debbie travis. she deserves to die.

Yay

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 19:11:35 GMT

The new roomie called, right after the landlord called out of nowhere to give me her number. She found the message on the kitchen's table and decided to call. <3

She is so generally awesome. blah but now i have to leave, so i'll talk about it later.

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 21:03:54 GMT

Whoo.

Went cleaning my apartment yesterday with Martine, her friend Marie-Andree and her neighbor, some misogynous and kinda creepy old man. But they've known each other since she was born so I suppose I'm the one having weird thoughts.

It was pretty damn cool. It took us only a few hours- we're not competely done though, there's still the bathroom to clean up. Because hey, the landlord is doing everything all over. It's insane; he's giving a new look to our bathroom, he's painted all three rooms' walls. Mine is beige, with a blue wall, for some reason. It's kinda weird, but not too ugly. He also bought a really big mirror for the hallway, a small table for the livingroom, a kickass sofa, small tables for the rooms, and geez. He is on fire. We didnt even ask him anything.

I went to kevin's place afterwards. We went to a baseball field where I got to hit balls. haha. I am actually sore from that. but I learned pretty fast. In like ten minutes I could hit pretty well. I still pitch really bad though.

S'ok.

I still havent gotten to call the new roomie because the landlord is confused and never calls me back. nevertheless. It's ok. I left her a message on the kitchen's table with our numbers on.

Kevinlove.

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 22:09:31 GMT

Yesterday I went back to kevin's place because he had a surprise-day off. I caused a car accident and I cried. Haha. Actually it was not really my fault. Or so everybody keeps telling me, but I just feel so awful about it. Long story short, there was a line of cars ahead of me, and they all stopped all of sudden. I shoved my foot down on the brake pedal with like two seconds late because i don't know, i was... thinking about something else, and managed to stop about two inches before the car infront of me, but the minivan that was following me just couldn't brake in time and drove straight into the ditch. I thank him/her very much for having done that, and I need to go to hell because I panicked and did not even fucking stop to help them out. I just.. I don't know. I never got into an accident before (not that it was really an accident, there was no contact or anything, except for the minivan and the ditch), so i just fled. And that's really awful. Luckily somebody stopped right after me but blergh. What a stupid bitch.

nevertheless. did random stuff the rest of the day, couldn't cheer up because I felt awfully guilty, but i got to see kevin and i love him a lot.

The new room mate went to get her key yesterday. that means she is still alive, and I am trying to get in touch with her. I called my landlord earlier but he still hasnt given word; I will have to call him again because he never turns his calls in, and etc. I called Martine, hadnt spoke to her in a while. I miss her muchly.

We have to reactivate the phoneline now. Which is why i have to get in touch with the girls so I can know what they want as service and such. Also. other things. like who's going to bring forks, because we don't have forks.

I don't know why, among all the stupid useless things i bought, i didn't buy any forks.

Got a few phonecalls left to make; I could possibly meet up with martine tomorrow or friday (tomorrow preferably, because I work overnight on fridays), to clean up the apartment and stuff before we move our things back in.

Man, summer went by pretty damn fast. I'm glad to be back in college; working less, seeing kevin more.

I will get my new schedule on aug 15th! Yayness!

kevinlove.